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woosa woosa~January 16 god! save me!finally rmb i still got a blog here...haha...cant even imagine i still even hav time for it, 6 mods alr push me out ot track le, feel hard to breath sometimes.
jz finish my intro econ's class. wolao! cant understand even a piece of it!! may be bcoz i nv read thru the textbook...shameful..since i m a sience stu, intro econ shld be a jz a small piece of cake mah!! aiye..
nv noe y i hav time for blog le, bcoz i give up all the reading of biz law for tmr, n focuz on AS, which i think can let me free from reading! my reading reali sucks!
our biz plan will be implementing from nxt month, hopefully evythin jz goes fine, n hopefully we can get 66,000 dollars from sch jz smoothly.
yup! jia you! my sucks readings! jia you! my 6 mods! jia you! to settle down my accomodations..hehe November 01 i m lazi...where is my 日志？？！！i jz stop writing them for only 6 months...feel lazi to write anything...
i lost all my 日志s...
shit MY SPACE!! gonna change to facebk soon...
December 26 tired...好累啊~~原来以为最后一个月,我会很享受我的最后一个冬天,但事与原违,我的拖福成绩居然出问题了!!呵~~都可以去买彩票了,肯定可以中头奖!那么多人一起考试,为什么就偏偏是我的成绩出问题了....我恨哪!!!麻烦,现在连考试中心都查不出我的成绩问题出在哪里,叫我打电话问美国那边....紧张....因为全英文对话....我害怕结果是他听不懂我在说什么,而我也听不懂他在说什么....恐惧.....
这些我都可以忍....
但是感情生活一蹋糊涂!!!真是一波未平一波又起....喜欢的呢~~搞不懂的~~没有感觉的呢~~又....哎....我都要走了...怎么可能.....
爸爸妈妈那边喃~~每天都比我还忙,一直没有时间好好陪陪他们,真的好内疚...但是现在好像又晚了....真的好恨自己!原来高考完,我明明答应自己,要每天都陪他们的,然后要天天做家务...但是我....真的搞不懂自己,明明知道如何做才是对的,但是却就是管不住自己的行为.也许即使因为我太任性了,连自己也将不过自己内心深处的真实....也许出国对于我来说,是个改变的机会!
妈妈爸爸~~请相信我!我一定会长大的!!
马上要走了,想到多年的留学梦就要成为现实而不止是梦,突然发现我已经没有了当初的激情,高兴,而是另一种恐慌~恐慌自己的学业,恐慌自己的生活,恐慌自己的交流圈.....
哎...真的好累....总之,能够形容我现在的感受的可能只有:...... November 18 I promise: I will keep well...Tomorrow, I have to take my Toefl Ibt test, to test how well i studyed through this week. so ridiculous, right?! however, i have to permit that i actually have studyed this toefl test for just one week! to make the matters worse, my boyfriend and i have broken up just now.....OH MY GOD!!! how can I get a satisfied score under such situation!!!
there is still one thing that soothe my a lot. my best friend wrote me a poem for my studying abroad,let's share... 燕 小 衔泥檐下鸣， 秀 芳 迎春香乱迷。 恰 一 佳节好别离,
扬 帆 万里不必愁。
东 风 又绿此图景,
舟 顺 清流归来时.
i really appriciate it very much...thank you, Osborn... |
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